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Hello readers,

I haven’t done a serious blog post, like ever and it’s because I’m quite scared to express my emotions on a fashion and lifestyle blog which is my escape.

When I was in college, I was talking to my friends and one of them said I’ve changed a lot throughout my years in college; I didn’t understand why. Later on, I met my old friend and she also said I’ve changed a lot. Many people said I’ve changed after I left the secondary school I went to from year seven to eleven.

This is because I’m not round negative people anymore; like I don’t have to face them five days a week.

I’ve realised that my confidence has grown a lot and I’m becoming more positive.

This is because I was down and unhappy during secondary school. I was a pessimistic person really. People would bring me down everyday to the point I wanted to stay at home. My work ethic was weak to the point that I got bad grades in every school report. I laughed when I was with my friends but when I was alone In lessons, I felt like crap really. I don’t want to be too deep but I wanted to change my name and my appearance at one point. I believed I wasn’t pretty like other girls at my secondary school. People would dislike me because I was shy and quiet (I’m still am lol). I didn’t do anything wrong, they just wanted to rip me apart. I became more socially awkward because my confidence was low. I ran home crying because what people have said about my appearance. People threw stuff at me and talked crap about me.

I wanted to escape but I couldn’t at the time.

When sixth form induction came around, I didn’t want to attend to my old school’s induction; instead, I went to another school and met nice people there. I really wanted to go there not because of the people, because I escaped from being a victim.

However, I ended up going to college instead of the sixth form I wanted to go.

Two Years later, I’m more happy and mentally healthy. I’ve joined many things during summer last year and met wonderful people, however, I had some problems here and there but hey, everything is not perfect.

I Got five offers from my university choices and picked my top two universities.

Getting everything together, writing weekly blog posts and getting good grades in college.

Overall, the reason I have changed is because most of the negative people in my life are gone. I had enough and got rid of them.

Thank you so much for reading my blog post on this topic, this is my first serious blog post.

I’ll post more positive posts every week.

Have a lovely week and…

Bye.

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